The most important insect to humans

The most important insect to humans,is the insect of opinion.It much like bugs carries diseases,it kills,it enlightens,it can help grow beautiful plants of thoughts in your mind,it can kill,it can die quickly and it can linger so you may never catch it.It opinion is as lethal and as charming as a white oleander,beautiful yet deadly. All in stride all in your mind,yet somehow we cannot escape the constant remembrance or reminder of peoples eyes, of their facial expression or the slightest hint of a raised eyebrow,we yearn for satisfaction in opinion,its human nature, it's unavoidable its how you take it.Its how your perception is only allowed a slight stray from what you thought before you noticed,the jealousy, the eagerness, the curiosity,the equivelance of us,of humans,and the demand for what is normal,we shall never know and we should stop trying to pinpoint an unrealistic perception of what in this trying,beautiful,unexpected and enlightening world is the most important,we may fear the most,we may need the most,we may never feel that satisfaction of knowing you beat it,you took that paper towel killed it,scooped in your hands and let it out the window,it is the cool breeze in the morning,it is the rainbow that no one else sees,and you feel its your secret and your prize,what is to you the most important insect to humans?

bedtime tea/ bedtime people

what is it about people more boring than we expect...the element of surprise not expecting anything at all but in that we are and tend to be disapointed only in the aspect of not expecting anything and getting exactly what we intended. People are as intriguing and as unintriguing as a nancy drew or legit hardy boys book...we know its coming yet we choose to overlook for our minds sake and the element of surprise, how nice it is to be caught off guard and yet somewhat weak we feel when time as vulnerable as it is gets us when we least expect it at soul. If only peoples realization of best friend was that of time, analyticaly time and its elements would be our presents daily and people in themselves would find great comfort in fate, i wont hold my breathe but i do wish people would disect each day to their own benefit and purposefuly analayze the weird fate they do receve that others do not....one of a kind and beautiful at that time is...

reincarnation/the great art of people watching.

Many people put reincarnation with an immediate thought of death,which in a way could be correct.But what if reincarnation meant for thoughts,phases,mindsets,chapters of life,jobs,oppprtunities,adventures,life? what if every little negative word we could program ourselves to automatically have other words affiliated without thought.What ifs could drive a person mad,but if they werent there how much more insanse would we be? look at the human race,look at the dialects of language,the progress,the decline,space,human abilities,medical discoveries,medical outbreaks,what if we could program our mind to just forget it all. what if you were the beginning to some hopefully more they are.Great success comes with great mental awareness and programing.Words, books they too are used to easily escape or create, how magical it was to read your first book,but only the one where you were that character,you were in that world,you were fighting the same battles,you were winning the same race.How fabulous and incredible that everyday we can take that adventure that risk that fairytale and hold it in our hands,how fucking fabulous that we can even make one up for us.I say this all in the midst of people watching downtown,its fun to be youthful at heart and make up stories of what people might be doing or where they came from or their profession,but the best is when you play music and you act like every one is dancing to it.Although i must forewarn laughing out loud is a great possibility.

has been

its sad to see what youve become
situations take a hold of you
left you are bare and numb
so glad you let them make you
instead of taking in stride a new point of view
those of us who know who we are
smile and frown
in sorrow upside down
for pity we have on who you still are
and smile because for us its just a scar
i hope you find who you will be
and leave who youve been
in our has been's company
leave it behind in a weak limber
and never let it be your futures hinder
look forward as the lights turn out
and look forward with no hesitance or doubt
for we will be waiting anxious in arrival
and saying goodbye to your pasts has been denial
welcome!