In the past,present and In the sun

There's something about our past that brings up memories even at the slightest hint of a reminiscing picture or song we are always drawn to things that have happened before.So than we try and find things about our present circumstance,place we are, song we here people we have and want solely to have that memory become the present.Wrong it is to hold an expectation of any memory,because it is just that....a memory our past. Things will not be the way they were because they no longer are. Not expecting and at the same time knowing and grasping the fear that things may not be what they once were is why we as people need to learn how to not be part of the cycle.Let them go, its hard to realize why you should but when it all comes down to it...reality is a fear a lot of us have.We believe and want so badly for things to happen the way we thought they would..and people to be what they once were....but they aren't and they cant help it..they moved on so must we. Letting go the easiest and hardest thing to do.I am not thinking about what this very moment will be like when it is a memory in five minutes and when tomorrow I wake up back in my bed no longer on a vacation and no longer seeing my daily world as a task.For tasks make not wanting to look back or experience the moment at its time so easy to do.